Saturday, June 23, 2012

what I hate the most

Hmmm...
I'm bad at this.. Seriously...
I always feel that I like everybody.
I can play with everybody... Hang out with anybody...
Buy sometimes I felt so rejected.
Really...
I always thought I am weirdohhh.... what the hell am i doin here....


At stage A.. I asked 2 my friends to hang out at the mall. They said they had a plan with their family. Finally I went with my mom... And I met them both...
But still I play with them even though it was sad and i was cried to my mom at mall... Plus the fact that they made a clique with others girls without me...

At stage B, me and my others 2 friends wanna go shopping. Suddenly I can't contact them on the D-day. On the afternoon... I finally managed to contact them.. They said they just finished shopping...
Just stab me..
Hahaha.. But I dont really care about this girls because in the end I found my true friends... Those who stayed beside me when I was sad,angry, and ugly(even though we found that some of us was join an understand-able religion community).

My stage C friends... the other group that I thought quite close... One of them talk bad about my wedding day... Some of them decide to go holiday without me... (i assumed this was because im married.. But the second time it happent my married friend join them) and my other friend always text me when she needs something.. Untill now... She contacted me all of sudden juat to give her a hand.. after a year...
My stage D friends didn't reply my text when I said I'll be late to give my pict for other's friend wedding as if she didn't care whether I am there or not..
Still on this stage.. Nothing to talk about... because we barely say a thing... I dont know what topic that will make them interest...
WOW... It's quite serious... Really...
Really.. I am a welcome person. Im always open to have friends everywhere... Anyone...
I play with 7 years older.. 4 years younger... a kaukasian.. Indian.. Malay.. African.. Everyone... Gay.. Straight.. Whatever...
I never thought bad about anyone.. Dicriminating... Underestimate...
I never like that habit.
I dont like to choose with whom will  i hang out. If you want to join.. Then come... I never go out and whisper to others "why she join us "... Or something similar with that. Really.
It's bad. Really bad.
Even though someone is a good happy person.. But if they did thing like that.. I hate them..
Thank God, I got my husband.
He also welcome like me.
He always said that Im not weird.. But maybe other's don't understand me...
I will always him by my side.. Best friends forever.. Haha..
Yes.. Most my friends are boys.
Maybe this is the ways boys think?
I don't know.. Never know..
Never... Ever...
Underestimate people...
Discriminating people...
Stereotype people just by a glance...
We know nothing...
Understand others...
I know its hard.
I also still learn doing it..
Still sometimes did this stupid mistakes...
Love them every single weirdness that we thought as a uniqueness...
Learn about new people is better than judging them without any other knowledge.
It's hurting others...
You are not a good person if you doing that...
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